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Thursday, June 14, 2007
always wanting to start this blog yet keep pondering whether or not to.
reason i dont want to rely on this.
i thought THEY will be there for me, hear me out and move me on each time..yet i came to realise not many i can actually turn to.
have been really down recently,affected by little things here and there.
really tired yet still have to fake that smile infront of them and say:i'm ok when i'm not.
mayb i'm really naive hence the silly thinking.. i dont know. encouraging ownself each and everytime but like what the use? still the same.


i was over the moon but eventually it became so near yet so far. nv feel this way before. enjoying the doting,everything.they say dont bother how long it goes, at least it ever take place. all the hopes i've got , shattered just like this.i wouldnt and nv will blame you or anyone else. maybe its stupid's fault. big girl dont cry.i told myself i can live through once again as i always can. each and everytime i was about to give up, you will show up and bring hopes to me again. i dont know if its falsehopes..i guess its the longest this time round and now that i've really decided to give up, you show and bring hopes to me last night. you called and we chatted like how we always did. you told me stuff and i feel really doted by you. you ask questions regarding all that, is that a hint again.. will it always be and staying this way.. i wonder.. i'm confused.
i keep myself busy with stuff and nv allow any chance to let all this slip in my mind..ppl often say the thruth always hurts? is that just so? make me believe again..will you?

would you be there..
 no restriction!
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