the coldness cant seems to go away neither does it fade away.
i just feel so different.yours msg-es still came but i can no longer sense the doting and everything in there.
maybe i'm sensative again? perhaps i got affected by other stuff? or i still cant get over what happen the past feel days? thats why i think that way still?
i dont know but i'm clear that theres no contend in those msg-es.
i tried hard to come up with something to ask you but you didnt answer. and i dont know what else to say, so i gave a reply saying i'm bored nothing to do and you stop msg-ing me. why is this so then?
i thought you told me whenever i'm bored i can always just give a msg and you will be there?
no matter how busy you get you will still just be there?
perhaps i am just being too naive.
i'm confused, i dont know what to do.
i'm always telling myself you are just a very good friend of mine.
yet times and times the words you said to me led in some confusion telling and showing that we are more than just good friends.
you told me that its fate that bought us together and we meet again after 10 years.. you ask me:do i believe in fate?
may i just know whats deep inside you?
just very good friends or..
LITTLE KNOWN FACTS
so wat's wrong with stating own name? arent your own name a known fact to others? i wont go scolding out vulgarities.you stated that you are just saying so be it that i happen to just read it. but you dont have to go indirecting shooting right over here to me. this just make me feel that you are implying that my understanding have serious problem? is that just so? maybe you dont even know, so nvm.
forget it. i guess i am used to it already. being treated just like this.that's life i suppose.blame it on stupid's.